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phoebe_halliwellThere was a time in my life that I did tend to make friends very easily and I let people get pretty close to me without worrying about it. I was a wild child in high school and hung around with what you might call a "bad crowd". But they were my close friends and everything was good.
Even when I left San Francisco and went to New York, I was still finding it pretty easy to make friends wherever I went. Everything was okay for awhile, but then I broke up with Clay, lost my job and got kicked out of my apartment.
So... I went back home to San Francisco and that was when it all changed.
After I was given my powers and I became a witch, things changed, they had to. I learned the hard way that sometimes those that you think are your friends are only getting close to you for one reason --- to kill you and take your powers. After falling for it more than once, I started becoming a little more standoffish with people and I didn't let many get close to me. It's too dangerous and when I get betrayed, it just hurts too damned much.
Cole was the exception to the rule. I think I fell in love with him the minute I saw him and all of my survival instincts I had cultivated over the previous two years went right out the window. True, when I found out that he was a demon I was hurt and I felt betrayed. However, even through that devastation, I still loved him and I couldn't bear for him to be hurt or for anything to happen to him. He became my best friend, my lover and my husband. He's my soulmate.
I think outside of Cole and my sisters, Morris was my first really true friend -- that survived my life.
Of course, then I came here and I made friends like Mike and like Cupid.
Muse: Phoebe Halliwell
Fandom: Misc TV; "Charmed"
Words: 332
Even when I left San Francisco and went to New York, I was still finding it pretty easy to make friends wherever I went. Everything was okay for awhile, but then I broke up with Clay, lost my job and got kicked out of my apartment.
So... I went back home to San Francisco and that was when it all changed.
After I was given my powers and I became a witch, things changed, they had to. I learned the hard way that sometimes those that you think are your friends are only getting close to you for one reason --- to kill you and take your powers. After falling for it more than once, I started becoming a little more standoffish with people and I didn't let many get close to me. It's too dangerous and when I get betrayed, it just hurts too damned much.
Cole was the exception to the rule. I think I fell in love with him the minute I saw him and all of my survival instincts I had cultivated over the previous two years went right out the window. True, when I found out that he was a demon I was hurt and I felt betrayed. However, even through that devastation, I still loved him and I couldn't bear for him to be hurt or for anything to happen to him. He became my best friend, my lover and my husband. He's my soulmate.
I think outside of Cole and my sisters, Morris was my first really true friend -- that survived my life.
Of course, then I came here and I made friends like Mike and like Cupid.
Muse: Phoebe Halliwell
Fandom: Misc TV; "Charmed"
Words: 332
