May. 31st, 2006

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I never knew my mother very well as she died while I was still very young. A water demon killed her at a camp that my sisters used to go to. I've met her twice since then... both times since becoming a witch.

I met her once when Prue, Piper and I went back in time to stop a warlock she had reluctantly made an agreement with. I cannot explain how that felt - seeing her alive and well. I even tried to leave her a note warning her not to go near the lake on the day of her death... but I ended up not leaving it. I wanted to be able to change events, but I also knew that I couldn't. You just cannot mess with time, no matter how much you might want to.

The second time I saw Mom happened in the time of Piper's life that we do not mention -- ever. It felt so good to finally be held by her, even though it was only for an instant. To be able to hug her and have her hug me back and be talking to me... it's a feeling that I don't know if I can ever put into the right words.

I really miss knowing her...and I can only hope that I haven't managed to disappoint her too badly.

Muse: Phoebe Halliwell
Fandom: Misc TV; "Charmed"
Words: 225
phoebe_halliwell: (C/P Love Is For A Lifetime : tonic2w)
A chance encounter that changed my life in more ways than I ever could have imagined would have to be the night I met one Assistant District Attorney Cole Turner at that crime scene outside of the Rave.

Prue and I had gone to the scene to help Darryl and kept him from getting killed by the murderer that had been killing people around the city. To our surprise, the murderer had something to do with demons and supernatural creatures. We were talking to Darryl about it when Cole walked up to where the three of us were.

As I looked into his face that night, I had no idea that falling in love with him would change my entire life. There was no way any of us could have known how we would end up changing each other's life.

Even when we tried to stay away from each other... we just couldn't. We kept being drawn back to one another and it was painful when we were apart. We loved each other and we couldn't fight that. We both tried...we fought it until it seemed that it would tear each of us apart.

That was when I believed we were soulmates. Love will always find a way and somehow, ours always has.

Prue was killed and Cole tried to help comfort me and protect me.

Cole betrayed the Underworld and became hunted so he could be with me. I went into the Underworld to bring him back... and then later stood against Piper and Paige to be with him. Even when the Source possessed Cole, I stayed with him because I loved Cole with everything I was or am. When my sisters and I had to vanquish the Source and Cole disappeared, too, I thought I was going to die from the pain I felt. I think part of me did want to die because it hurt so much to have lost him.

But then he came back and I was both elated and scared.

Scared because I didn't know if he hated me for doing what my sisters and I had to do. Scared because I didn't know what he thought of me now. Scared because I didn't know what it meant. Elated because he was simply alive.

We still love each other and we're doing our best to make it work this time. He's no longer the Source, but I'm still a Charmed One. Piper accepts him because he does love me and he keeps me safe. I think they both tolerate each other for my sake. Everytime Paige comes to visit from whatever timestream she's been in... she tries to get us to vanquish him because she just won't let herself trust that he's not going to hurt me or almost get me killed again.

I have faith in Cole and I have faith in us.

Who knew a chance encounter at a crime scene could change your life so much?

Muse: Phoebe Halliwell
Fandom: Misc TV; "Charmed"
Words: 498


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