Mar. 23rd, 2006

phoebe_halliwell: (Phoebe Worried)
My dream house?

The simple answer is a place where I can live with Cole and have my sister close by at the same time. Wherever Cole is... he's my home.

Until I came to Boston to be with Piper, Halliwell Manor was (and still is) my dream home. It was where I was born and where I grew up. I'll probably one day die in that house if the demons that are always after us have their way.

My dream home used to have large airy rooms with large bedrooms for privacy. It has a large kitchen and an even larger living room for the family to be able to hang out there in comfort. It has beautiful gardens and a conservatory that is filled with light and the scent of the flowers from the garden. The bathroom in my suite of rooms was large and had a sunken tub that was roomy enough for two people. The bed was kingsize and it was perfect for relaxing or doing other things... or just being held by the man I love.

That's what my dream home used to be.

Now?

Now, I am careful not to dream about such things. The last time I had dreams of things I wanted, my eldest sister died... and after that Cole... and then our baby.

Yeah, so I'm very careful about dreaming of homes or futures or whatever. I cannot handle losing Cole again. It would destroy me completely. I lived through losing him once... and wondering if he hated me when he found his way back.

Worse yet, if I were to lose Piper. I'd die with her. I could not live without Piper, I just couldn't.

The last time I dreamed about something I wanted... I lost Prue and Cole.

There's balance in everything... so I'm careful about what I dream of or wish for. Sometimes the price can be too high.

So, what is my dream home like?

Anywhere I can be with Cole and Piper.



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